Suicidal Thoughts

I sit and think of how things are,

I think of how they've been.

I can't help but to realize that,

at life no one can win.

I try to cope and carry on with the misery within.

Thinking things will change someday

and yet they stay the same.

I say some prayers and write these rhymes,

to try and ease the pain.

Living life while wanting death and hoping for gunshots.

Sometimes I sit and think of life and suicidal thoughts.

Yes it's true I get these thoughts,

some homicidal too,

I feel this way and get these thoughts from pain that's caused by you...